My biggest fears

I've begun to realize my fears. Sometimes , not all the time, I dislike certain people. Them being Old people, Fat people and stupid people. It bothers me that I look down on them. So, I started to some digging into my own mine. It's not that I dislike these people . It's that I have a fear of being like them. I've always had a fear of acting stupid, being stupid and saying stupid things. Then I am getting old and that scares me . And then the fat thing has been an issue for me since I was a teenager. So, it goes to say that the things people don't like about you are the things they fear the most in themselves. Huh? Two of my fears I have control over . I don't have to get fat and and I might get old but I don't have to act old. Stupid comes and goes with us all. Does this make any sense to anyone ?