Monday, May 23, 2005

Sorry is my middle name

I'm guilty, Guilty Guilty Guilty, yesterday I was driving along a road away from a grocery store, I was driving the speed limit and suddendly A truck ran a stop sign in my path. He came to an abrupt stop and looked aggravated with me. I was clearly in the right of way; so why did he look at me annoyed ? I felt like it was my fault. I should have anticipated his run of the stop sign and let him go ? No !!!But , I then drove home feeling guilty. That's not right. But, that;s my life....... I feel guilty all the time for things that are not my fault. I blame this on my Chatholic upbringing. I'm sorry for the whole world. You stub your toe; I'm sorry . If some one has bad luck ; I'm sorry . Someone dies; and I'm sorry that I'm living , I have good things happen to me? Others seem to have allot of trouble. I do believe that having a positive out look on life helps. But, why am I able to have a positive out look and others not? Others blame their bad luck on whatever . I don't . Something bad could happen to me anytime. I would not blame it on anyone or anything. But, for now I'm trurly Sorry for the people in the whole world who have difficulties. I will carry the burden of Guilt for now.........

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Barbara,
You look on life with a positive attitude because you realize that you and only you are responsible for what happens to you. You have accepted the fact that you and only you can make or break your life. You have chosen to make your life what it is today.

Now you need to accept the fact that all those people that you feel sorry for or guilty about have refused to accept that they are personally responsible for their own life. The choices that they made or are making are theirs and theirs alone. You can’t make choices for anyone else and you can’t possible make anyone else happy unless they choose to be happy. Even God can’t do that.
You are an inspiration to those who chose to be positive. Keep smiling :)

4:01 PM  

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